Sunday, August 28, 2005
Wow...didn't update for almost 2 wks...partly bcos my keyboard sux...i've missing wors when i tpe.. lk this..see.. if u don't get what i'm typing, juz skip to the next line tt but i reckoned it's gonna be the same...wireless keyboard n mouse sux basicaly... juz havin a break from doin Thin client proj...long story.. damn!I really hate the keyboard. Another time then.
scribbled @ 4:03 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
The world is really unfair lor... it's damn unfair!! Today, my so-called leader asked Y to attend to a user as there's smthin wrong wif the monitor. I went wif her cos we usually go together. Over at the user, it's like i'm the one trying to figure out what wrong's wif the monitor by changing the cable, openin the PC up...everything.. and Y was there standing, trying to help but didn't know how... Acty, i'm fine with it cos she's wearing heels and she had a flu. But i acty hate abt her is that she'll turn to be a completely person when there's guys there. It's like while i was trying to figure out what's wrong wif e PC, changing the cables, she did help me. However, when there's this guy came over to tell us the possible cause of the prob, she immediately stopped and started chatting e guy, flinging her hair and trying to gain her composure... And i was like stuck there, on the floor trying to close the PC,connectin the cables. Whn the guy said [prob the graphic card is faulty, she agreed with him whole heartedly but juz minutes ago, she said it cld be the monitor fault. Duh. I have nthing to say so i just stood up as i knelt too long trying to open/close the PC. And when the guy said he cld try to swop the hard disk so that the user still can use her comp, she looked at me. I told her to help him to disconnect the cables since he wanted to swop the hard disk. It's a very simple task lor. Then she said to me " Don't just stand there.. help me." *Faints* WTF. Hey, it's not difficult to plug out the cables... you did a hundred times for tt! Juz becos a guy is there, doesn't mean you dont have to do it and get me to do it. KNNB. In the end, it's the hard disk tt's faulty. I just wanna say SHE"S AN A**hole BITCH!
I was thinking.. Is it worth it? Sometimes, her request are quite simple like installing programs and she'll get VG for it while i'll always get those troublesome cases like faulty printer, blank monitors and these usually require vendors. Not forgetting the dirty workof checking the problems B4 getting for repairs and i'll get just gd for it. It's really not worth it, ger. On monday's meeting, I just got questioned by my supervisor for gettin 20++ % for VG grading while the rest of the people are getting40+ % for it. I feel tt if user acty knows how to use the grading system to grade my service, i shld tuo siao le... cos most of the users are quite ignorant to the whole grading thingy.It's like in the meeting, she kept aiming at me, finding fault wif me. . I explained to her that i can't control what kind of gradin users will grade me and she cut me off sayin " No, i don't think so. U juz didn't interact with users, explaining to them what u did to solve their prob..." And she added i shld learn from my leader how to interact wif users. INTERACT? HEY... come on, WhAT kind of interaction do u wan? Make them coffee? Massage their toes? Fondle their penis? Chee bye lor... AND WTF do u mean i didn't explain to users on how i resolve their problem? Are you there when i did the explanation? I swear i definitely did explain how i resolve their probs...but for the gradng, it's really beyond my control. I felt UPSET. UPSET becos i received this kind of grading. Felt disappointed. Disappointed becos as my supervisor, she acty came up wif this kind of explanation for my grading. Felt Disgusted. DISGUSTED with her, picking at me.Requests tt are nt close, she went thru everythin...one by one .. wanting me to explain each one of them. Imagine 6 people in the room looking at ur prob. And her tone is damn fucking too. It's those kind " I don't care...", " No matter what..", "You shld be..." those kind of accusation tone. Yah...it's all my fault...can? CB. Then, to the others, her tone acty toned down. WHAT?! A distinct favourism? What have i done? Did i step on her toes unknowingly? VERY CHAO HAI ! it's riDICKulous~~~~~!!!!!!!!!! DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
I'm having a hard time in this internship. Really. I've tried to develope a positive attitude.. My L.O said our Attitude is impt... but at the end of the day, there's this gush of disappointment that befalls me... The attitude aint there cos i'm fatigue... I really hate the gradings... Cos these grades will contribute to the ITP grades. Although my L.O said the gradings are not everything to the final grade but COME on... FACe it...50% comes from my supervisor, and my supervisor will definitely look the gradings to gimme the grades and my L.O will definitely refer to my supervisor for clarification if there's any doubts. The cycle will just be there. Can't run away from it.
scribbled @ 10:56 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
TodayMy turn to work at vintage...haix..had a little argument wif kai as to which day we want to work... it's alebit bo liao but everything's fine now..just have to learn how to compromise...$0 sales today. Lionel came to my shop. He's with 2 babes and 1 of them is quite chio...ang moh... I could spot him instantly and he took quite a while to recall. WTH. Fed up with some ass cust. I had alr closed the door, hang the sign "closed" and still ther this CH woman who don't understand the sign and just walked in. She said she wanted to take back her rejected items. I thought it won't take long and search for her stuff. Took more than 10 mins to get her stuff n she went on wantin 2 get he chq...freaking annoyed by her. In all, FUCKED UP !FridaeWent wif Y to do archiving for users who exceeded the mail quota.. we were at her fav dept and her fav Inspector was ther too.. Lucky ger. Was doing archiving for this user and DL just walked past us. Y & I had our fair share of "targets" that motivate us to go work everyday and he's our common target. LOL. When he walked past us, walking towards the inspector, J, seated behind us...Y & I gave each other the same look " :O ".. lol. And this inspector J behind us was also very ... funny and cute. Before that, we had lunch with the 2 inspectors and Y acty told them i'm interested in D which I had no idea who he was. I only recognised his height. Inspector J called me over saying there's smthing wrong with his comp which obviously wasn't. He kept calling me over and i had no choice but to go over cos Y was rooted to the user's seat. When i went over, that inspector J said " Hi, let me introduce DL to u." Duh. He went on introduccing me to him. At that moment, I felt more of embarrassment then over the moon cos there were so many ppl there. I can't remember what I said to J and i didn't even dare to look at DL. I quickly went back to the user place. Y was there, gave me that dunno-for-what nudge. Idiot. However, I was very much elated while at the user seat. But the story doesn't end there. Another inspector M, Y's fav, walked over and sort of announced " hey, DL, you're here!" Y told me acty he's the one who asked DL to come down to his dept and by the time Y read the msg, he's alr there. He went to Inspector J place. The user have a mirror there and i could see that M's reflection. He noticed that i could see him and he gave me a sly grin.
scribbled @ 9:28 PM
